I want to see the bright lights tonight.

ashleykinel @ 2007-12-26T23:18:00

2007-12-27T04:47:20Z

So my week long vacation to California with David was amazing. I love California more than ever now that I have finally been there.

David and I arrived in Burbank, California on the 14th around 8 in the morning. We had all day to explore and enjoy the nice weather! David's friend, Mallory, let us stay with her (and her fiance Mike) in their apartment. The weather was pretty decent the whole time we were there: not too hot and not too cold. We did a lot of shopping, but I must say Melrose had the best shopping.

For my birthday we went to this place called Il Cielo. It was super cute inside and was located in Beverly Hills. There wasn't much to chose from on the menu, but we all found something. Mallory brought the most amazing tasting cake with us. They brought it out on this huge platter with cursive writing on it. It was beautiful! They cut it and served it to us, which was nice. We kept getting strange looks from people around us, probably because we were young and we didn't belong with the Beverly Hills "elite." But we could've cared less! Out bill with tip was nearly $200 for all four of us and the service was pretty bad. Also, on our bill, there was a $16 cutting fee for the cake. Who does that?! We brought our own cake and they offered! Then even took some of the cake! That place is dumb, but overall, we all enjoyed ourselves.

We shopped some more and spent more and more money, ha. David and I made out way out to San Francisco for an overnight stay. It was a cute place but it was really dirty and I didn't enjoy myself very much there. Parking is horrible there and it smells like poop! We saw the Full House house though which was pretty neat. Our hotel was pretty neat as well. It was called Hotel Diva and was very modern and cute.

David and I also went down to San Diego to visit the zoo. It was a really nice zoo and we had a good time there. The weather was FANTASTIC there! I loved it.

We also went to Santa Monica to shop and ate at a Mexican Restaurant on the pier. I loved it there as well. Beverly Hills had some good shopping as well and had the BEST cupcake shop. It is called Sprinkles and it has gourmet cupcakes. YUMMMM! We went to Pink's hot dogs which was good. We didn't even get to do half the stuff we wanted to!

The morning on the day we had to leave (the 22nd), David wanted to return something. We had some time to spare before the store opened and we decided we should get some breakfast. We were driving around and David all of a sudden found this little diner on the corner and swerve into a parking spot out in front. We walked in and this tall, well groomed boy picked up some menus and said "Sorry this is a private party.... YOUR PRIVATE PARTY!!!" David and I were just like, oh geez! We didn't really think much of it but he was obviously gay. Then our waiter came and he was really nice and just the way he moved you could tell. We finally realized that we were at a gay diner. I was hoping everyone thought David was gay because I would've felt a little less awkward, ha. The food however was AMAZING! It was sooo good. I love gay men they are so nice and sweet! I had a good experience there at least. :]

I hate it when people say "California is for me... blah blah." It seems like everyone is saying that, but seriously, I could see myself living out there eventually. The people are nice, the weather is beautiful, and the shopping is endless! David and I are planning on going back in June. I can't wait to see Mallory (my BFF!) once again. She is the best (along with Mike!)

This trip had actually helped David and I in our relationship, too. We are doing better than ever and I couldn't love him anymore!! You're the best boy <3

Well, that about sums it up for my vacation. I'm sure I left out a lot of stuff, but overall, that's what went down!

It's all coming together.

2007-11-12T02:29:52Z

I haven't wrote anything in awhile! Well, it's time for an update.

Recently, I feel like my life is slowly coming together. I finally found a school I really want to attend. It's Columbia College Chicago. I think I want to go into international manufacturing and product development (for fashion of course.) Or become a buyer and product developer for a clothing store. Who knows, but I think this school has everything I want. Plus, it's in Chicago which makes it ten times better. I'm just nervous to move far away but I am tired of telling myself I want to. I just have to DO IT! So hopefully by this summer I will be living in Chicago, in the city I love. Even if I move there for a year, the experience will be well worth it. Plus, I'm sure I will get a lot of visitors coming to visit! Especially David! I just hope Amy decides to come join me in this adventure!

I had a job interview a couple weeks ago with Banana Republic. It went really well and I actually wasn't that nervous about it. The lady who gave me my interview, Deborah, is awesome. She is so nice and I already love her! I got a phone call Friday about orientation this Wednesday! I HAVE A NEW JOB! I'm actually really excited to start. And nervous as well. I've never been in retail but I think it's something I would love to do. I think I will especially be good at helping customers pick out outfits and whatnot. Plus I get sweet discounts which will be well worth it! I'm going to become a super busy girl coming Wednesday. I go to school babysit Monday through Friday for three hours, then I will have a part time job. Then on top of all that I have homework, working out, friend and boyfriend, and everything else! So I can't wait to start this. I like staying busy though.

Other than that, my parents still suck. No one really knows whats going on right now besides a couple people, but still, this shouldn't be happening. I'm starting to get used to it and just ignore anything. I just thought grown-ups are supposed to be more mature, especially around their own children? Ha, I guess not. I'm just getting sick and tired of this and it needs to STOPPPPPP!

P.S. California is in 33 days and I cannot wait!
P.P.S. Black Friday is coming up. I an super excited and need more money! I love Christmas more than ever this year! I wish TD was here so we could go shopping together (just like our first hangout!)

Crap.

2007-10-17T20:16:51Z

So I totally just ruined my "Eat fruit for 2 days and nothing else." It's so hard to do! I'll do it eventually once my eating habits are superb. I was doing so well though!!

Crash and Burn

2007-10-17T03:19:37Z

So tonight I spent my night looking up colleges outside Ohio. I'm still very interested in FIDM in California. I'm sure if I work my hardest out there, I'll be able to make it and actually afford living there. I just have no idea what to really do anymore. I guess I'm keeping my options open and searching for new possibilities. I still really want to move to Chicago but I can't find a decent school that provides a fashion program that catches my eye. If you know of any colleges or whatnot specializing in fashion, let me know please!!

The indians are rocking it like no other right now.

I'm going to start a crash diet tomorrow. I'll be on it for at least 2 days, hopefully 3. I'm just going to eat fruit and drink lots of water. Nothing more or less. It shouldn't be too bad because at least I'm actually fueling my body with goodness besides the stupid crash diets girls decide to do. Like eating nothing and not drinking enough water. Dumbbbbbbb! We'll see how this goes and I'll get you updated. Hopefully I won't fail!

So what.

2007-10-16T03:34:42Z

Today I didn't have a car to drive to school since my car is slowly breaking apart and spending every moment in the shop getting repaired. I had to drop my mom off at her work and drive the van to class. I was running behind and I hate being late for class. I had to park by Polsky which I hate because that only means I have to walk all the way back there after my last class. If you would know the distance, you would kill yourself as well. Oh well, I guess I don't mind walking. I made it to my first class just in time! Phew.

After all my classes, I decided to go thrifting since I didn't have to babysit right afterwards. I always sneeze when I'm there and feel dirty. I kinda don't like it very much. Oh well. I got a shit ton of stuff for $15. I could easily make almost $150+ on eBay with everything I got. Right now, eBay and I are not friends. Grrrr.

After thrifting I decided to go to Sheetz to get a sub. There was this kid that held the door open for me and I ended up standing behind him in line. He started talking to me and asked me if I went to Michigan State because of the shirt I was wearing. I of course said no and told him how I went to Akron. We eventually started talking about sports and this is a direct quote from him, "I just started getting into sports the other day because I'm a geek." He straight up told me he was a geek, which I could clearly tell. I didn't know what to say to that so I just kind of laughed. Don't get me wrong, he was nice, but he could've taken a shower before leaving his house.

I didn't do much of anything else today besides eat all sorts of unhealthy stuff. It's been awhile but I started the day off bad so it ended bad. Oh well, tomorrow is healthy day. I'm starting to enjoy lots of good food which I love. It's a habit that I actually want to keep!

P.S. GO TRIBE!

Chitown

2007-10-11T03:51:02Z

I had arrived back home Monday night from a wonderful time in Chicago. Amy and I rode the Megabus to Chicago which was quite interesting and uncomfortable to sleep in. We met these three guys from Toledo on our way there. They were nice and actually seemed to like talking to us. We eventually exchanged numbers and met up with them a day later.

Amy and I stayed with Laura who has an apartment in Lincoln Park. It's pretty nice out there and she has a cute apartment. Her one roommate, Rachel, is great and we all got along with no problem! We went out Saturday night and later I found out heels are not to be worn to far distances. Thank god I took regular flip flops with me.

I got to go into Chanel this time around and it was lovely. The door man was hilarious and he complemented Amy and I. Some people are really too nice there. While others are dumb and don't like to have fun! It was also super hot while we were there. It was around 90 degrees and we walked around in that! We went to this amazing contemporary art museum which was far beyond my expectations. They also had a free concert going on and it was great just to be in Chicago and seeing everyone having fun.

I really didn't want to leave, I never do. I do believe Chicago is the place for me, at least for right now. I was to experience that city life and be able to let the city girl inside me free. Amy and I are going to start planning our next adventure out there ASAP! I already miss the girls and the city!

ashleykinel @ 2007-10-03T23:22:00

2007-10-04T03:27:49Z

Today I was reading up on my Chanel and her background. I really think I want to do something with fashion for the rest of my life. I find enjoyment in every little detail I read and I just want to read more. I love it and the feeling.

Pushing Daisies was on tonight for the first time. I must say I really love it. That first episode was excellent so I can't wait to see what else there is in store. It's going to be one of my top favorite shows next to The Hills and Gossip Girl (I'm comparing it to the shows that are actually on TV right now.) Wednesday nights are the best for TV right now.

Tomorrow I have to finish a paper and start packing for my weekend trip to Chicago with Amy! Oh how I am so excited to get away from here. And not to mention miss class on Monday. Who likes Mondays anyways!

ashleykinel @ 2007-10-02T00:22:00

2007-10-02T04:34:28Z

This past week has been the hardest week of my life. There are so many changes going on, I just don't know how to handle it. Some of you know what I'm talking about and others don't. I'm not going to get into it because everyone doesn't need to know. For my friends and boyfriend for being there for me to help me through this hard time means the world to me. There is nothing in my control right now. Hopefully with work, everything can slowly get back to normal.

In other news, I am getting away from everything for the weekend. Amy and I are making our way to Chicago Friday night at 11:59 pm. We are taking the Megabus which shall be exciting. Chicago is where I am meant to be. At least that's what I like to think. Hopefully I'll end up there soon and find out. Laura is so nice for letting us stay at her place till Monday. I cannot wait!

David and I bought our tickets to California and we reserved a car as well. I can't stop thinking about it, I'm that excited. Mallory got engaged too! Gosh, how I love that girl and I haven't even met her yet! I am so thrilled for her and cannot wait for her wedding :] She only deserves the best (and biggest rock EVER - next to mine that is!)

I believe tomorrow I will be turning my application to Banana Republic. I'm excited and not. I would really love to work there. I think that I have potential to move up in that company down the road. Maybe help make clothing, become a buyer, or something! I'm just looking out for my future and what would be best for me. Either way, anything to get away from food would be in my best interest right now. Hopefully I can get this job and start making money and have more relationships!

I'm doing pretty well in school. My math grade is excellent. I couldn't do any better than what I'm doing right now! I just need to focus and study more - I want to succeed this semester and prove to myself I am smart, I do have it in me!

Goodnight.

Life.

2007-07-17T04:25:33Z

I want to do something with my life. I'm not sure what though. It's time to change. I've been thinking a lot lately about every little detail about the way I live. I want to be something big later on in life; I want people to know my name. I kind of can't wait for this fall semester of school to start. I want to make new friends, I want to work out more, I want to study and succeed in my areas of interest, I want to eat healthier. There is so much I want to do and I don't want to fail. I guess we will see where the road takes me. One step at a time.

first.

2007-06-26T06:12:42Z

It's been awhile.